星期六的深夜

星期六晚上

哪都不想去

也无法入睡

看着电视机

持续在发呆

喝了七分醉

闭上了眼睛

试着不想你

但已来不及

忘了如何

让眼泪停止流下

还好没人看见

没人会说话

星期六深夜

我想起了你

没什么特别

只是回忆

你让我自由

我很感激

星期六深夜

这就是遗憾的滋味

陪着我形影不离

明天我会面带微笑

但无法忘记你

永远不会有任何人

能代替你

the Halloween week

works hard for the painting as helper

as promised to my friend

a promise is a promise

which is after say it u shall do it

we shall not forget what we promised

or simply aeroplane people

for the same event

i had lost my mind toward someone

its sad that i lost her trust i build on her

i do not did my best to think wise which i should be

i am sorry yyc

i do not know what i can do

or even try to gain your trust anymore

i hope you forgive me.

im not perfect

u can put the blame on me.

i do not know what i can type here,

includes the gui ji

which can be written, soon

because it happens.

its not posting out until now

because i dont wish it to be posted out

i dont wish the day for it to come

shall stop write here and talk to u face 2 face

message is not delivered accurately here

hope u un the whole thing before decide..

EMO, hello.

1.9.10

this will be very short

when a lovely girl decide to monk herself

she makes ppl hurt

stupid me... speechless

About PuiPui pt.1

i have meet a girl from TI - Teluk-Intan-ren, sui eh. =D

think back few years ahead,

yuan lai im not really giving people soooooo called good image worh

imma hamsap lou eh.. hear dao liao also sad dao..

but i still can accept it as im not good until where also =)

im changed, so im not so hamsap de hamsap lou d pls.

this girl is nice

the nice according to mr.hamsaplou definition as:

outgoing, adorable, and matured in thinking

looks tough but wish to acc protect her

loving family first which added credits too

have cute bear and a mr.bean bear named ppbear and yybear. =)

hrm... like to watch horror movie but scare to watch

being a participant for famine 30

she is participating with almost healthy body except her knee

oh well, ppl keep worry her for that, as she loves eating and now 30 hours cant eat.

recently been to her hometown for a visit

well kena forced by her for a steamboat session

altou keep wan her jaga her diet for her condition

but at last end up almost vomit ler.

must admit that satisfy with the food and much better than kampar's.

my image toward TI is

small town with almost perfect condition

mc.d, giant, small playing ground and rivers.... arhem....

love TI cinema. clean and no ppl. just lack of movies. haha~

think dao my hometown, almost same too. haha~

but yet i not reli knowing her well...

i wish to know her a step further. =)

i seriously think she is not fat

just chubby

cute dao.... LOL

wish to go there for another horror movie =)

寻迹

well the title is for the next post,
just keep it when i update for next time.

asked someone for breakfast tomorrow.
hopefully the porridge stall open... must open
hope it will be a nice breakfast =)

thoughts of the night

some how i think i should forget
its more than enough for a real start.

i wish i could.
let the study and steps begin.

the end,
it doesnt even matter.
i kept everything inside and even though i tried
it all fall apart
what i meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time.
i hope i forget you.
*peace*

update

nothing to update actually
just had busy exam weeks and last assignment coming.
before that another midterm, the last.
wakaka...

things will be nice soon
waterpark trip soon
and my own schedule of the day =)

*cheers*

mama see yah 2mr. long time din see eh..
not she ponteng then i ponteng.
=D

The story of 2020

everyone have the story of their own
the story of untold
trails of the secret
2020 this simple plate number
is much meaningful for the snake

for the moment
realized that this number would be such overwhelming
its more than a palm years since saw you
and yet to get to knowing her

the natural pink lips
the shiny eyes
the sight i always not forget

admit i miss the girl much
even the began and ending of last relationship
this mysterious girl caught my attention so much
like nobody did before.

all i know that she is probably a BA Y3S1 student
yet from the people i knew there
i fail to find out piece of info about her

as i started to count
each time i saw her from year 1
is a vision full of question
yet we just manage to pass by or even been near
as i count,
i meet her
14 times in Y1S1
once in Y1S1
none in Y2S1
once in Y2S2
4 in Y2S3
twice in Y3S1,
once is 2 weeks ago
in booth of block C dunno what fund raising program
another is the recent is just now,
just saw her after she left
recognized her from her back...

2020 is how i call her
the number of car she drives
i wanna know you so badly.
very very badly.
lost trails once again.
when will be another time of meeting you again?

*sigh*

the sand of time

its really been awhile since my last post
felt like been big blank to do a new post
but the actual is just not a palm count away..

same as always
feels like it happens yesterday
the thing....

i accidentally broke the bear...
felt like the world has stop all of sudden
all the things i trying to forget has come out once again to my mind
felt like i have to trying to get it bac for real
but i know i should not...
i must not...

emo surround me...
alone with me is emo....


happy father's day =)
dont know whether i miss out on las post..
happy mother's day too =)

monday tail, tuesday nose

14/15 June 2010

Japan recorded a historical win over Cameroon, as part of home players.
this historical win mark the unbelievable Asia power in world of football. *where is Malaysia?*
for this, i will start to download their movie as appreciation to their effort.
Love JAPAN...and others... xD

today
lazy covering me up all day
meet her at class since N days of dint see her
she is nice. =)
i blieve my taste

two big thumbs up

wish her bac home soon.
must be tiring day for her.

说

不懂何时何月
上课时见面次数少了
连续看她的部落各的次数严重增加了
用严重形容，一点都不垮张
只是能说，死咯，来也了咯！

人人说
女人爱坏男人
男人，也爱坏女人。
一点都没有错
与其说她是坏女人
她，是个好的坏女人

很矛盾的，
事情就是这样
不会发生的东西
就会傻傻的去想它

虽然我很想在这个post一次讲完
但是老天不容许我继续下去
我爱我的宝贝电脑
但我希望能够.................

to be continued

bluring

im low profile-ing
i now hav some wish
love my new lappie
go clubing after get ptptn
and dun think mama too much.
if not reli lai yeh...
free consultation available. lets share

peace

confession

ahh today is sunday a.k.a mothers day.

well im nt those open type to open mouth to say the word

but i will do hard on nx paper to repay back

sorry cos im not perfect always

hrm

consider making first step after more than a year keeping self inside

not to say that cannot let go

but just there are moment that will not forget easily

im making apologize already but i will keep doing it until i forgive myself

i am regret for the thing i've done.

i alrdy going deep thinking that

everything happen will not happen again

which might makes me a better man, slightly

i do not know whether you have a new one,

but good luck and a better one of course

the 2

yes, is a failing assignment

nah forget it, blah~

future is in concern.

a year is passing faster like never before

i shall keep the time for better use

for family

for myself

for friends

for society

maybe in luck for another her.

peace

update

today exam... *sigh*

hope can pass bah

almost to an end liao

onli a step away

there always planning ahead

so:

body weight management goes well

expected to join bac my football team in another semester time

prom nite,

a must

girlfriend?

depends luck bah

its increase portfolio time

after saw the benchmark... @@

gonna join lots activity.

so basically its study+activity sem

rooms for relationship?

not reli demanding it, but allowed. rolf

nite/peace

Fulfill of her request

As requested by her

Just post my recent news here

The fatty so far

Lose 4kg nett.. almost...

After a more accurate test done

On 2 different electronic weight machine

Which i think that she scare to step on it.

First test is 71.3kg

Second test is 70.6kg

My weight measured at last time is 75kg

As u can see, second result show much accurate answer XOXO

So almost 4+kg i lose

Just in near 2 weeks time

With my own diet plan

Without need to exercise

And all u need is eat eat and eat

Period for this 4kg to breakup with me:

10days i guess??

Ingredient: 20 omega eggs, 20 pears, 10 tomatos

All finished yesterday

Preparation:

Wake early at 8

Slp at 12

3 meals a day

A)bfast: 8am

nasi lemak 1 bungkus,

1 soft boiled egg- plain egg

1pear

1 tomato

B)lunch: i eat at 11am

Rice with 1 portion of meat and 2 portion of veges

1 pear 1egg 1 tomato

C)dinner: 6pm

Same like lunch

The daily consume of fruits, veges, carbohydrate, vitamins, iron, zinc

Is key point to success in losing weight in such short period

Consistent eating time ensure yr body work at consistent time flow. allowing your body to Automatically knows the right time to "hungry"

Basically, the diet above needs heavy motivation to runs it. i sometimes felt sick of this diet, which i Extracted from Mens Health and convert to consumable-kamparian-style-menu.

We must get enough rest and vitamins for the daily usage, especially for this exam period where i Find students tend to tense up and giving up the healthy way of living due to exams.

Just remember,

No matter how much stress u having,

keep track on the diet and healthy lifestyle.

Do not let benefit from exercise u gained,

lose to the food you consume from your mouth.

My thoughts for the diet:

oh well its sux to follow the diet, too many veges!!

we dun like veges!!

but for the result, i am satisfied,

and i will continue to do so,

maybe an addition exercise to enhance the result more.

p/s: the fruits and tomato is consumed raw. well, vitamins is lost if u cook them.

put some reds and fruits into your diet, it benefits u more.

The for the egg, the average consume is 2 eggs in daily basis.

But bear in mind that the yolk carries cholesterol.

We shall not take too much cholesterol in our diet, although we are young.

The way i solve this is: i suppose to have 14 yolks in 7 days, but i just take 4 from it.

The others either is small bite or recycle it. =P

~hell yeah~ i can lose my tyre if i want. =)

sorry

im sorry

heloo??

people are keepin studying now

imma stil here looking at this pc

soul is lost for so long

is not coming back, yet

WHAT IS WRONG WITH THESE DAYS

the ex

she's not watching this

i hope that..

pls get out of my head

everything about u is erased

almost..

i just cant keep u off my memory

i tried.. but just u keep coming back

the ghost of u

pls, go away...

im enough of it

the elective

its full, always

pls those want to follow friends

make yr own choice

u make ppl that need it goin for secondary

sick of the request

u accept money

u dun lcly

haven study here

stil hang around

its 4 onli

whats the hurry?

use yr brain

not yr ass

complete tips

u wont get anywhere

with yr kiasu kiasi style

go to hell

t-----i-----r------e------d

the early morning wake up at 7am
then sit bus till 12 and direct go bac home at 1230
reach at 330 PM is very tiring journey
then the nx is assignment T.T until current, almost 330 too, AM
currenly my part is done, but yet stil nid awake in case of anything at the end ==

2mr morning, wat to do? curry mee? sun bath at seaside? duno lah...
gona rob bank early morning 2mr.
anyway,
home is better than kampar.

to kampar, horse grass sea.

person dat i will miss, will keep stay inside.
u duno wats in my brain de lah

ass----sigh----ment

aiks... ever saw ppl go cc to do assignment?
i did.. for the N consecutive times.
but pls lah, hot day, open aircond pls...
no ppl so no open? im not ppl meh??? haiyo no wonder customer running away lah

she has been nvr blog since her last one.
she has been to penang with shun yous b4 competition and test
she has been out from my sight for long
nah.. forget bout it.. think for wat ==

gona bac 2mr
yeah, its preholiday of mine b4 final exam
if u wan me to stay, say u wan me to stay, that u wan me to stay
baby stop playin around with me

wed, 4/7 shuei day

today slp early at 5
wake early at 7 to bfast wit hsmate
become good citizen by bring ah po to bus station from ktm,
im too pity for her to walk from there to station, so i do wat i am lah

being good citizen 2 when suap babi to ccb polishit
rm15 is all their value
even duno wat im talking to them since they are low educated shit
nah fuck off lah ccb drink water choke die, smoke die zzzz

yes, today is lucky cos there is no mama in this blog,
she is MIA
well today main character is the mao mao queen~
hehe..
today i just kept bullied by her
kena punch cubit tease
aiks... all cos of i comment her as "fei fei~"
actually its not bad thing to be fei fei lar come'on
benefit of fei fei:
-cute
-looks younger
-bouncy
-warm in cold area
-nice to hug
-makes me felt im thin

so mao mao li~
now u officially is ----- fei mao~

today all day lepak with her lah basically while waiting time to pass
kena halau few times out from lab due to the classes conducted at wrong time
so as usual, im truelly innocent, kena ordered to ask the lab kakak to open the locked lab for us
so today
kita berdua-duaan inside empty lab~.... doin assignment... arhem
then yeah, she said dat i say: no fb today lah~~
so of cos by now we all noe who is the 1 who said lah
fb fb fb~ then smash keyboard pula~!! vandalism!!
erm, in the end we all doin nothing... wakaka

my day is ended with valuable time used on fei mao
so
conclusion: she say d**, and deny it!! oh ya she is 19~ old young girl. hehe xD

tuesday, day after monday

today nth significant happened
just there's much tips in classes and glad that tips were given
but just abit too directly, mix with exp, dun trust all
it's another time i skip dr.'s class again for 4th consecutive week
hehe.. thx to my kawan lah.. but gona replace it soon
at lab reply mama's msg
as soon i done she come in
wow such a shock for me.. speechless feel =P
listening how she "zat" ppl picture is kinda funny
especially when she praise her "preety" picture at the end
YEAH its preety... arhemm.......

ponteng is a big issue for my dear kawans~
no transport is a big issue here
conduct a class at evening also tiring ppl
so i introduce the number 11 bus to them.
FOC, environment friendly, burn fat ->for fatty, and can take nice pic on d way~~
so why not?
start yr 11 bus engines bah my dear shun yous~

just rearranged my notes
gonna start revision.. at last.. but not now
i found dat the notes cover is much heaver to lift up than a dumbell
study mood where u go oh? its w12 liao loh~~ exact 1 mth from final first day
aiks...
no motivation..

she is fever
add on recipe to her gastric
how she gona pass thru the week better leh?
just pray here lah.. quiet quiet dun let her noe
and pray nt to say her pic leng again, its not bad onli lah--> link to quote 2, for her

quote of the day:
to exam: i will nvr be afraid again, i will fight till the end (i can walk on water, 2008)
to her: 我没有说谎，我何必说谎？ (林宥嘉, -)

monday today

waking up late during the class
end up taking bus instead of wishes to walk to uni
arrive to uni bout 1030 but end up enter class at 11
some how quite regret not to enter early
as the girl sit alone there

she's been struggle with the gastric for the period i known her
medi is not a cure for her
wish there was something else to help her ease her pain
a bite for her maybe?
well dats what she wont be doing for sure as i am kinda meat-y =P
saw her in such pain
felt that wish to offer her to lie on my back
arh... how i become so speechless to this? *sigh*

she is goin to have competition soon
just wish her good health first, then only good luck in game
if she would, there is... arhem... muscular shoulder for u.
pls dun mind, i jus hope u felt abit better.

emo comes, oh no...
go find mr.chow gong yamcha sin.
to her,
zabo who buy 3 nasi lemak,

*TAKE CARE*

crap.. again

after several weeks of hot weather,
comes the wet one..
the place welcomes the rain, not a pleasant way..
especially me
its hot and its cold man...

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just done watch football live between
MU and CHELSEA
1-2
of cos CHELSEA play the better one
whole MU seems to be more like the away visitor..
anyway MU lose
u may try again, another season
xD

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rain is not coming at the right moment when i want it
especially when i need to cycle under the rain ==
done eat my nasi lemak ayam, well...
the taste under my tongue, just rating ok ok ly lah...
hope the rain stop soon.
tonight is cold enough to have a nice slp

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food issue is a main topic here
as i very sui bian in lots of stuff
when comes to food i criticize alot leh...
i always want to taste the best out of town
no matter where i travel
so far.
kampar, rating 1/100??
hell yea.. kampar food sucks
i can honestly tell u all dat every moment i ate the food
i wish to throw it out after that
here i only eat to fill my stomach
just to lose the hunger feel
good food here?
vegas punya burger lo.
not greatest food in town,
just because it qualified to called "food"
well some pasar pagi geh snack and dim sum all in old town,
is also consider food lah for me.
just sad i need travel lots distance to get my self satisfied
so, rather slp in my room and wake up late.. keke.. lazy lah
gona start my cooking life lah since i canot bare with the food here
its time to restart my skill again after karat for so long
if ppl lucky kena treat lah
if not dun blame me, blame the food in kampar...
recipe recipe recipe~~~~

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until then, bon' appetite
run continues.
color of font change for this time lah
that zabo ask me to.
actually the color makes u hard to read
the purpose behind is let u read carefully mah
duno ppl punya intention behind geh.. aiks..

rain

rain
rain
rain
rain
rain
rain
rain
rain.....

crap

Well its been hell long time that i've abandon my blog here, seriously,
im not a bloody good blogger at all.
Writing things, jog down small matters is not my concern.
i just blurry pass thru my time in such ong ong ways which i realize time passes fast...
fast enough till its year 3 that i've been in this place.
Kampar, where my uni located, start up as discussion of building up in a place nearby my hometown, finally end up here, such far away from my home.
i alrdy knew this since first day of my foundation back to pj, alrdy prepared to face this boringness and far away distance to home.
basically, i only back home less than 5 fingers to count. i've seen many ppl always shout for home, honestly,
there are some cant even get back to home.

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its y2s3 alrdy since the day step to this soil..
how pathetic would this, being in this unfamiliar soil until miss the place, food, from ipoh of cos.
life here is sux with boring classmates. looks playful actually dull. being in this condition is rather enjoy yrself doing yr own business. old tricks, old jokes, old everything.
being out here let u meet different ppl.
those who will not stand out for u, ppl who sold u out, and those who deserve to be called
friends.
uni, suppose that the ppl go in there shud have piece of sound mind in it.
some how they tend to be goes wrong way until they find the reaper. bear in mind that what u do, how u behave, reflect firstly on yrself, then yr family.
rather than saying making themselves lose face, better the ppl take good care of themself and mind their own life.

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important ppl in life
once again, man always prone to 2 issue of their life
money and girl
sometimes there are confusion with placing
who, why and when is the person and money place in their mind
life so far never been in trouble with money
so it back to girl again
well its been a length of time that everything is off
maybe is time to start another,
with the ghost in self and concican fight with it
sometimes it troubles when the mind and ghost get fighting
to choose what is the reasonable to do.
choice is not a concern here
as the man have to increase their own value rather than being romeo for their life
but somehow the process shows how lonely he is
Well just its the matter of time when the correct decision will be made.
In just neither timing is not there,
Nor even not in the waiting list.
Not the fallen guardian dont want to fly,
Zach, he just lost the wings.
In the dark lonely sky
Lies the moon and stars
In the never ending border
Known by ppls
Every stars represent the untold wishes
U wont ever know.

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the run continues.

rmk-ed

thx to ponteng queen, i've restart the blog