crap

Well its been hell long time that i've abandon my blog here, seriously,
im not a bloody good blogger at all.
Writing things, jog down small matters is not my concern.
i just blurry pass thru my time in such ong ong ways which i realize time passes fast...
fast enough till its year 3 that i've been in this place.
Kampar, where my uni located, start up as discussion of building up in a place nearby my hometown, finally end up here, such far away from my home.
i alrdy knew this since first day of my foundation back to pj, alrdy prepared to face this boringness and far away distance to home.
basically, i only back home less than 5 fingers to count. i've seen many ppl always shout for home, honestly,
there are some cant even get back to home.

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its y2s3 alrdy since the day step to this soil..
how pathetic would this, being in this unfamiliar soil until miss the place, food, from ipoh of cos.
life here is sux with boring classmates. looks playful actually dull. being in this condition is rather enjoy yrself doing yr own business. old tricks, old jokes, old everything.
being out here let u meet different ppl.
those who will not stand out for u, ppl who sold u out, and those who deserve to be called
friends.
uni, suppose that the ppl go in there shud have piece of sound mind in it.
some how they tend to be goes wrong way until they find the reaper. bear in mind that what u do, how u behave, reflect firstly on yrself, then yr family.
rather than saying making themselves lose face, better the ppl take good care of themself and mind their own life.

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important ppl in life
once again, man always prone to 2 issue of their life
money and girl
sometimes there are confusion with placing
who, why and when is the person and money place in their mind
life so far never been in trouble with money
so it back to girl again
well its been a length of time that everything is off
maybe is time to start another,
with the ghost in self and concican fight with it
sometimes it troubles when the mind and ghost get fighting
to choose what is the reasonable to do.
choice is not a concern here
as the man have to increase their own value rather than being romeo for their life
but somehow the process shows how lonely he is
Well just its the matter of time when the correct decision will be made.
In just neither timing is not there,
Nor even not in the waiting list.
Not the fallen guardian dont want to fly,
Zach, he just lost the wings.
In the dark lonely sky
Lies the moon and stars
In the never ending border
Known by ppls
Every stars represent the untold wishes
U wont ever know.

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the run continues.